Poem:
Written at: Dec 5, 2025
I am ‘me’
I am THE
I am true
I see future
I watch lives
I see streams of energy that I have carefully not intervened with
I hear melodies of life sometimes
I hear infidelity in nature sometimes
I have let go of self moral policing
I have let go of being brightest
I see how great lives saw things
I see how wrong things are weak & a soft push of air can fix world
I see how fixed world will not fix me
I see how ‘life is suffering’ is what it ends in
I see how I fit in boxes
I see what makes a seed grow
I now see, why calmness fit perfectly to tragedy
And I hear calmness that never existed
And dear peace, I know what stops you & I know what will not
What I meant when I wrote it:
It's 'me', where me in quote because I still don't know me.
I am THE, THE here meant how I have earned name for myself.
I am true, means how now I don't fake myself.
I see future, means I have hope in life.
I watch lives, means how I have been more peaceful and I listen more.
I see streams of energy that I have carefully not intervened with, means I don't fight with my thoughts and imagination.
I hear melodies of life sometimes, means how I feel so complete and resonate in existence sometimes.
I hear infidelity in nature sometimes, means how I see difference in human morals and biology.
I have let go of self moral policing, means how I am kinder to self.
I have let go of being brightest, means same 'I have let go of being brightest'.
I see how great lives saw things, means now I experience hard emotions & legends feels natural.
I see how wrong things are weak & a soft push of air can fix world, means how world that was previously seen as full of problems for my eyes now I know how much words(soft push of air) can affect.
I see how fixed world will not fix me, means exactly what it says 'I see how fixed world will not fix me'.
I see how ‘life is suffering’ is what it ends in, means I feel & agree on what Buddha meant.
I see how I fit in boxes, means how in this time conditioning is so prevalent & I am biased.
I see what makes a seed grow, means how I see energy of life
'I now see, why calmness fit perfectly to tragedy', means how sadness makes us see ourselves and other emotions are seen as distractive why sadness brings great things because of self-connection & how people are calmed only through tragedy.
And I hear calmness that never existed, means I see how calmness in moments could make our presence more fun.
'And dear peace, I know what stops you & I know what will not', means how I start my poem questioning and ended realizing how I knew the answer I was looking all along.
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