Dear Potential Soulmate,
I don't know if I still believe in this thing called 'soulmates'. Till this time, I have met few people who understand me in a very raw and authentic manner. Which is why it's safe to call them my soulmates (in a platonic way). But I still have this little hope in me that I will find someone (a soulmate) who will fill my heart romantically. This letter is dedicated to that soulmate (maybe) to make it easy to navigate the ways into my heart. Here is the blueprint of my heart in words.......
If you really are my romantic soulmate then you will notice that there are big walls around my heart that I built for its protection. Don't worry, I have also built a door with a small keyhole at one corner. Here is a trick:
You can't open this door from outside.
All you have to do is be patient and wait till I open that door for you. As this door demands special matter to be opened, you might need to solve the riddles entangled within me. And this door will lead to the living room of my heart. You will meet all kinds of people there, the ones that are living there and the other ones that are leaving. If you look a little closer to the left wall, you will see the memorial of people who left without closure. And if you turn on the right wall, the special wall where I have kept the memories of all the right people I came across. Oh yeah!, that's not the mistake if you see some common faces on both walls.
Looking around, you might be more confused seeing too many rooms with different colour doors that are closed. They hold all kind of things for example, the door you see in yellow are for the people/characters I have loved from the fiction, the white one is for all the human race and animals specifically when I want to feel good about myself as a person, the blue one is the room for my love for nature:- plants, ocean, mountains, forests and sky. Similarly the red one, the black one and many more…
So many of these doors are locked and I might have lost some of the keys as well. It's a lot of work inside there . Speaking of lots of work, there is another room which is under construction. That my friend is the new room I have allocated for self-care. A lot of things are still left to be done (I am working on it!). There are tons of rooms for you to visit, lots of things for you to know about. If only you are patient and willing to put an effort, I would love to build an entirely new room with you, for you.
Are you willing to explore all these rooms? If yes,
I hope to visit your heart and know its whereabouts. Waiting for the blue print of your heart.
A little less but still,
hopeless romantic ❤️